at the time...

Because....

That is how I felt at the time.


Send me as much silence
As the time I ignored you
Shower me lightening
As I did when I shouted
Banish me to darkness
As I left you out for 2 cold nights alone.
Talk to me as If I am nothing
As I have locked you out from being here.
Switch off my soul
Like the light I tried to extinguish inside you.

I shall sit and feel too
Just how bad I was to you

I don’t mind

Banish me, hurt me
Make me suffer for all I said and did

And I shall bravely take it all
Why?

Because I would not change a thing.

Why are you leaving me
And telling me with such cold indifference

Allow me the same right as I allow you

It was how you and I felt at that time.