Monday, November 10, 2008

failure to lose

I failed at letting you go.
my heart lied to me.
or was it my head?
I told myself and countless others
we were through. but you were only just
getting me started with me instead.
You failed at letting me let you go.
your heart roped you in.
why do we keep losing each other?
each time is real.
each time the clock stops, the springs whirr.
each time it bothers me so much
that you bring chills to my skin
and make my heart turn gray.
maybe I can make it less important
maybe I can become so strong it matters less.

maybe ill just go and make food and not
worry about it. because I am no longer safe or sane.
and i'm hungry.

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