isn't it?

isn't anger better than apathy
raised voices better
than cemetery silence

?

isn't "trying" harder
than giving up
but worth it ?

isn't telling how you feel
better than letting guess wrong
and isn't it much more painful
to love fast and free
isn't it so hard, but worth it
to love Me?

isn't it tiring to always be right
and isn't it better to fight by day
if only to enjoy the night?

and isn't it only games you are playing with me
isn't it hard when you are so seeking, so searching
to see
?

I've asked myself this.
But I won't tell me.