pinball

aaaaaaaaaand….back to me.

this pinball game of step too far
and reel back in
is tiring
I seem to play too many balls or place too
many bets that we’ll be just fine
that fairness will out
when the bell sounds and you’re pushing me out
turned on when you’re happy
and switched off when you don’t want to play
it’s not fair in your pinball game
I don’t have rules
until I re-write them and re-wire them
they say ‘Don’t call me and go away’
its easier to play all or none
and its easier to say adieu and be gone.